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Book Review: I NEVER MEANT TO START A  MURDER CULT and Other Stories

Ashleigh NicSidhe

Picked it up on Kindle Unlimited. Went back and purchased it outright.

Book cover for "I never meant to sart a Murder Cult and other stroies" by Darrel Z. Grizzle forward by Jeff Strand. cover art features a female presenting blone figure standing with their right arm raised, bent at the elbow, haed turns to the right, wearing a white dress with red spots and a wide red sash-belt tied in a bow on the right side . The re are two robed and hood figures behind her with arms raised in a prayerful manner ands in fornt of them and elbows bent.

I was looking over a listing of books at the Queer Crime Writers website and spotted this one with a catchy title by Darrel Grizzle. I chuckled over the title, and thought, “this looks lke a fun read.”

I laughed my way through Jeff Strand’s forward, as I’ve sat through a few open reads that felt like the first one he describes and one or two that matched up with the one he introduced Darrel for. I like that kind best, so I had hopes going into the actual stories.

The opening story, which shares its name with the book, was a nice twist on an old saw (“I’m your biggest fan”, anyone?; the remainder follow along with laughs a few shocks and gotchas, and a “jolly good read!”

No, I’m not English, but the phrase is appropriate. Pick it up in whatever format you like best. Due to shelf space limitations, I’m currently forbade to buy print volumes, but if I were not, this one would certainly be on mine. As is, it’s in my e-library. You can find it at Jeff Bezos’ fine emporium.*

  • Note that I am NOT an Amazon affiliate and do not receive no remuneration from Amazon for any product mentioned on their website
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Ash NicSidhe

Ash NicSidhe has been a voice in the Pagan and Traditional Witchcraft community for over fifty years, writing under this name and its evolving magical lineage. Her work explores Witchcraft, folklore, Tarot, and the esoteric arts, weaving scholarly insight with lived ritual experience and initiatory tradition. As Elder High Priestess of Nemed Cuculatii, she continues to serve as a guardian of the old ways and a trickster of the spiral path. Her writing has appeared in The Witches’ Almanac, The Crystal Well, and other Pagan publications back into the 1970s. She has also contributed to books including The Small-Town Pagan's Survival Guide, Reflections in Diana’s Mirror: A Devotional for the Queen of Heaven, Which Witch is Which, and more.

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